Things changed with you at the drop of a hat, I thought we were on the same level and you left me feeling flat, I tried to get us back to where we used to be, But something in you changed that you wouldn’t let me see, It took so long for you to finally … Continue reading Pocket Change
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50 Mile Free Fall
I’m flailing and falling, I’m out of control, I let everything build up and it’s taking its toll, I wish there was someone I felt comfortable with, But it seems like with everyone I am pleading the fifth, Every goddamn day something new gets dumped on my plate, I just want to start over with … Continue reading 50 Mile Free Fall
Your Eyes
Looking into your eyes I see what I could be,With you by my side we can suddenly be free,Living in love and leaving the ground,Away from this world that is holding us down,Consuming each other in an eternal embrace,Together we can escape from this place. Your eyes can see right through me,To the places I … Continue reading Your Eyes
Falling From the Abyss
Colors swirl and fade into my mind,As I forget what I had left behind,At peace in the darkness of this cosmic expanse,Alone with my mind my senses enhance,Mental shapes fall and then divide,Whatever I was or tried to hide,Everything leads me back to you,Nothing else was ever as true,Now I am stuck here in outer … Continue reading Falling From the Abyss
The Hesitant Resilience
I cannot take this pain away, It's here for as long as you let it stay, Such a pretty face and a heart that's oversized, But they're both underscored by the hurt in your eyes, Somethings in life just are not fair, The betrayals that happen leave us stripped bare, And numb to thought of … Continue reading The Hesitant Resilience
Silhouette
I look into your eyes and become a believer,I get lost in your glimmer and disappear in the ether,Of being alone with you in the still of the night,Nothing this deep has ever felt so right,Twisting and turning into one another,Tracing the outlines of you in a black lit cover,Knowing you like I know myself,Without … Continue reading Silhouette
Repetition Is The Sincerest Form of Insanity
Everyday it's exactly the same, Wake, Work, Sleep, Take Blame, Why can't I seem to break this cycle and not go down the drain, Why can't I escape my mind which causes my self-worth to strain, Wasting my time Self-Diagnosing my own mental health, The difficult part is looking into yourself, And seeing the things … Continue reading Repetition Is The Sincerest Form of Insanity
Vacancy
I can't take this lost and empty feeling anymore than you can bear the notion of a happy me, I have no one I can talk to out of misplaced versions of existentialism everywhere that I see, On every face like a stern and silent judge banging his gavel while the lawyers object, To my … Continue reading Vacancy
Decipher
Smile lighting up my world like a supernova explosion, Given confidence through speech causing anxiety expulsion, Looking into your eyes and reading the joy within, And wanting to ask the pressing question but being hesitant to begin. What if I’m wrong, What if I read to much into a simple greeting? What if I misinterpreted … Continue reading Decipher
What I Want
I want to have a day that’s more than mundane, I want to wake up without a body in pain, I want to feel like I’m living life once more, I want to live life like it’s not a chore, I want to laugh and smile with my friends, I want to drive fast on … Continue reading What I Want
Juxtaposed To A Fault 