Hopeless / Helpless

Anyone that talks to you needs to abandon all hope at the door,

Anyone that feels pity for you needs to see the way you’ve treated those that have tried to help you before,

You use people to achieve your goals and treat them like trash when it’s done,

You burn every bridge that you’ve crossed just for a kick and for fun,

Hopeless and Helpless but you even seem to care,

Helpless and hopeless how can someone be so unaware,

I’ve given it my all and done all that I possibly could,

I have tried my best with no success, it was more than anyone else would,

You are leading your life to nowhere and what’s worse is it is something you flaunt,

And you still have the nerve to lash out at me until there’s something you want,

How long will I let this scenario play out time and time again,

Your constant toxicity is slowly driving me insane,

You break my heart constantly and yet I keep trying to be there for you,

And you leave me with mistrust, paranoia, and words that are untrue,

What will you do when you’ve driven everyone away,

When all of your crocodile tears and fake apologies don’t keep people to stay,

Everyone has been trying to keep you from your self-imposed destruction,

Instead of appreciating them you are simply hellbent on obstruction,

I thought with age I would have all of the answers or simply know what to do,

I now realize that I don’t and I know that doesn’t even matter to you,

Hopeless and Helpless this is where you are at,

Helpless and Hopeless and I’m at peace with that.