The Room

Trapped in this room or is it just in my head,
It’s filled with doubts, fear, and dread,
The shadows form and creep over me,
They remove the light so I cannot see,
Trapped in the dark so I try to hide,
From the emptiness that dwells inside,
I try to scream and I try to yell,
But my voice is muted stuck in this Hell,
Hopelessly at a loss I begin to seethe,
While im stuck struggling to even breath,
Nothing matters and soon all hope is gone,
It’s forever night with no break of dawn,
I cannot think or keep a thought,
The dead memories are all I’ve got,
I tried to forget but they won’t go away,
The bitterness and desperation is all that stays,
I pound on the door and scratch at walls,
But no one can hear to answer my calls,
My voice is ragged and I cannot breathe,
As anxiety takes over and I start to grieve,
Over the broken parts that were once me,
The room makes sure that’s my only memory.